I plan to resign from the board...
Guys, I'm not kidding...
I AM NOT GOING TO BE A PREFECT ANYMORE!!!!!!!
I hate being in that place where I feel being neglected...
I can't be what I want and I can't do what i want...
There's always restrictions..
I want to be normal...
I don't want to be stuck and be pressured under the school rules and the discipline masters...
There are times I think I can do that particular thing but I was not the chosen one...
And the chosen one is always the same person... *HINT* (hidden meaning here)
WHY?
Why must you guys treat me like that?
Does it really mean that those who have experience can do better than those who doesn't have?
Why can't we have a chance?
I personally think that you guys chose them because you treat them as your friend and make me an outsider...
Who doesn't deserve a chance...
I hate you guys..
And the discipline masters...
They themselves can't communicate well...
And they were expecting us to be the best..
Oh holly crap...
Shut the F**k up dudes....
That's my decision...
Don't you guys ever convince me of staying...
I won't, I tell you...
Asking me to stay will result to the end of our friendship...
So beware...
6 comments:
不知道你说哪一件事
不过希望你能考虑清楚
到底是你意气用事
还是这是你真心想要的
再不留不爽也来到了第四年
为什么不坚持下去？
知道你难受 知道你不想什么都别人管
但有没有想过有时可能是自己身上问题
可能脾气态度之类
想清楚吧
bravo bravo...
should have done det earlier..
concentrate on ur studies n bia for ur SPM n UEC ba..
c u in sg!!
lol.. hope nobody come whack me.. kakaka..
n happy birthday!!!
anonymous: i respect what you've said... i realise that people tend not to admit their mistakes... yeah, i may be wrong, I dunno, but somehow, you guys gave much more hurt to me than I gave the board... that's how i see the situation now...
bun: i know your answer now... I love you bro!!! Thanks for your support!!!
你应该懂我是谁吧,当然在我还没有讲重点之前,我先声明我不是在针对你.希望你明白.
首先,你说的I plan to resign from the board...
Guys, I'm not kidding...这句话.
ok,好!hey,guys i'm also not kidding.我现在也不是开玩笑.我看完整篇啦,我告诉你,你已经点燃我的火了.当然你一小部分是对的.
你说你觉得你被约束然后讨厌在这种地方,你要做什么都不能,对吗.你要做个正常人,对吗.我现在告诉你,你有这样的想法,你已经不再是正常人了.如果你说的是学长团,那我跟你说,你在团里面这样多年了,你应该懂学长团是个纪律团体.有被约束的感觉不出奇.只是你把这个被约束的感觉看作是一个很大很大甚至看到比整个宇宙,地球还要大.HARLO PLS LAR 地球正在暖化,冰山在融化着才是大问题啦.
I don't want to be stuck and be pressured under the school rules and the discipline masters..
你不想再被学校校规压着?EI,HARLO PLS LAR 正所谓家有家规,校有校规,这个东西我相信你也读过了.对,学校的校规是有点不对,或者可以讲它的某些校规根本都约束不到学生,打个比方,手机就是一个很好的例子了啊.试问如果一个学校没有校规的话,那请问它还叫学校吗?你也去过八独中,你没有发现到把八独中比起来,中华的校规是最轻松的咩?你不想被学校的校规压着,那你可以选者去那些好像SRI KDU 的学校啊.我想那边的校规还有服务设备你应该非常满意.
There are times I think I can do that particular thing 对!你有这个想法是对! but I was not the chosen one...但是你没有被选到.那你没有被选到的话,那你是不是应该对你自己作出反省还是检讨啊.the chosen one is always the same person... 你说选来选去都是同一个人,那他有被选过最多几次啊.那你有没有向那些你所谓"选来选去都是同一个人"的那个人学习啊.Does it really mean that those who have experience can do better than those who doesn't have?
嗯... 如果你是说筹备一个单位的话,通常有经验的都是会好过没有经验的.
如果以团的单位来讲的话呢...嗯,这就不一定啦.在团内就算他是一个有经验的老将,这也要看看他的想法是如何啊.正确的话那他跟没有经验的新手比起来,他真的是有经验.
相反的,如果他是各有经验的老将,但是想法却是不对的或是极端的,那他跟没有经验的新手没两样,虽然说他是个有经验的老将.
I personally think that you guys chose them because you treat them as your friend and make me an outsider...
这个我没意见,但是呢,treat them as your friend 我就不是很赞同啦,可能他们这样做是由他们的原因咧.如果你真的是觉得这样的话,那为什么你不尝试放开,然后尽量做好自己的本分咧.这样其实也是很快乐的啊.不是吗.
那如果你要退团前,我送你一句话,
如果你觉得学长团从来都没有让你成长过或没有让你学到任何东西的话,那我无言.
嗯...我要讲的话就到此结束啦.如果有的话你看了不爽或是上到你的话我在这里跟你说声抱歉.
anonymous:*Hint*--I DUNNO HU U ARE....
Okay like great, thanks for posting your comment here... And I truly appreciate your time doing that...
1stly, I know that you weren't against me speaking these words, but somehow, what you've said really make me feel being discussed... Get what I mean? Conclusion, I dun mind and thanks a lot for thinking bout my feeling... =)
2ndly, sorry I've lighten up your "fire"... And I dun really understand u saying me not normal.. Like great, if u're giving an eg from a prefect's view, u may say I'm abnormal.. But if you think from the student side, I really AM NORMAL... What's the point being in there?? Parents dun let me do this and that, school said no no no, head prefect said no no no, teacher said no no no... Excuse me? I'm a student lar, not a prisoner okay? And about the global warming stuff u gave me, I'm an environment friendly person n I use to keep myself updated wif those facts... That is a BIG prob, true, I agree, but what is bigger in your life than NOT DOING THE THINGS YOU LIKE?
3rdly, no comment on this point... This is the skul's problem... I'm just nagging only... Yea, we may be the only school wif the most minor rules, but at least there's a skul which allows their students to bring phones to skul.. I'm trying to say that, students in our skul can start to bring their phone without worries these days.. But y must we still be so strict? We are students of this school also what.. Must prefect be the damn hell good student who only obey to rules without thinking of the concequences which may risk their lifes??! Excuse me, this is my main point!!!
Next, great, I can finally explain here... I and MOST of the prefects think that you guys, (chang wei) are being VERY UNFAIR to us... I am on behalf of other prefects speaking here... Please take note... I've received a lot of complains these days... For most of those activities, try to recall.. Have you guys been using the same person without giving others a chance to do a particular job? Have you guys been giving much hope on a particular person and neglected other's feeling who actually has a better opinion than that person? Have you guys been giving much attention to those who are a lil' talented and leave the job to be done by them again without caring other's feel? Think and rethink again... I admit that there are times u guys made the correct move.. But somehow, loads of hidden potential couldn't be found till now, which makes the coming soon election a tough job as they have no idea who to choose to be their next leader!!! Get what I mean??? this is my point of view from the whole situation...
Other than that, chosing them at the same time meant being more closer with them... And u guys tend to be more friendly with them and make others like me, the OUTSIDER... When I greeted someone, I was greeted back with an unfriendly look... So cold, so fierce, not even a passion of "being as a BIG family"... WTH is going on wif u guys? U call Global warming a big case in the world huh? I call this a big case in the board.. Doesn't make sense? Ask others... These are the complaints I received and I personally think in such a way too...
Lastly, I would like to thank the board for teaching me how to be brave by speaking out like right now.. Not that I've never learnt anything from there... I think that being for a prefect so long, till now is enough as I can't take the pressure anymore... I start to let go all things that are related to the board... I'm back to my studies... I'm focusing more on my education and what I like now... It's really a waste of time thinking of sth that I couldn't do, and be stuck there with my moody feeling... What's the point?? I dun want my secondary school's life be a disaster or a misery... I just want to BE HAPPY... That's it...
PS. Thanks for spending your time for the longest comment I've ever received here... And, mind telling me who u are??
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