sOOn...

ArgHHHHH~
Help... I'm running outta brain sauces these days...

Look how have I ruined my holidays:

• I slept till the afternoon sunlight shones my butt
• I daydreamed
• I stayed in front of the computer for hours (not even thinking of letting my poor lil' eyes rest-- OH, poor eyes, I'm so sorry... Guess some EyeMore will help in this case.. =P)
  
• I watched movies and movies and movies (eh-hem, NOT in the cinemas, I'm watching all those kinda old movies, for eg. Heroes, Balls of Fury etc. with my bros from the computer where he got them from his friends--- Dun think of accusing me with those pirated DVDs ahaha ^o^)
• Argh, I haven't been goin out with anyone lately!!!!!!! GoD!! I'm supposed to meet up with my PRIMARY SCHOOL friends but it ended up cancelled!!!! Oh no.... I'm so disappointed as I'm looking forward for that gathering as I HAVEN"T BEEN SEEING THEM FOR 4 AND A HALF YEARS!!!! (exclude friendster's photos please) Argh... Psk psk psk...
• And, driving lessons.. Gosh... It ended up to be a pile of rubbish.. I haven't been to any of it yet.. Let me tell the situation here... I called the driver on Mon (June 2) to ask if he's free on any of these days.
  He said: ' Erm I only left this THURSDAY, 1 o' clock can arh?'
  I, with no plannings on my calendar at that time said: ' SURE!'
  

So, on THURSDAY, I purposely woke up early FOR MY VERY 1ST DAY OF DRIVING LESSON. I waited so excitedly for the driver to be in front of my doorstep.. I dressed for quite some time, considering that it'll be a sunny day I wore long sleeves... I waited from 11.30am till 1.30pm in front of the telly... I started to get a lil' worried whether did he forgot about me.. I called.. And this is his answer....

"Aiya sorry arh, I'm now with the people here discussing about the price increase of the petrol and we were deciding to increase the rate of the lessons.... I call you back later can arh?? "

F***. Wouldn't you tell me earlier in the morning?? I've got other things to do you know? Well, I'll be blaming you for ruining my whole day as I've been switching channels on the telly waiting for your arrival for as long as 2 f***ing hours with the long sleeve on... Goddamnit... Do you know that the weather is freaking hot?? And yeah right, wait for your call... Till now I haven't received any of your bl**dy calls...

Finally, for some time when I find it benificial:

• Well, camps... Been to one only this holiday... YCA camp again... It's my second time there... And I'm very fond of attending the coming up ones... =) And DO NOT relate me to those "Sio Kias" puh-lease.. I'm not one, I'm very strong and can survive even though how worse the condition is lorh~
• Oh ya, I've been to dance practice as well... And I seriously gotta tell you guys, it's really awesome man!!!! I've been wanting this kinda feeling for ages and I'm so so so so so so so so glad that my dream came true!!!! I'm not aware of when's the performance but I really do think that, GOODNESS, I AM GONNA BE PERFORMING IN THE SCHOOL'S STAGE AFTER 4 AND A HALF YEARS OF BEING AN _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ PERSON (well, I'll leave it for you guys to fill in that blank... ^^)

Oh great.. I haven't been studying anything for school lately... HOW IN THE HELL WORLD AM I GONNA SCORE FOR MY SPM?????? Good gracious me... Aduhai..... I know no one in the world could save me except me... I know those this and thats... But I'm not using and applying my knowledge!!!!! I felt so guilty, to myself, to my most important person, to my parents......

"MAGGIE!!!!!!!! PLEASE GET UP FROM YOUR DAMN DREAM WILL YOU????"

"Erm, okay..."

What the hell? I'm driving myself crazy man........

Mum and Tho's birthday is coming soon...
School's reopening soon...
That represents the doom day as I haven't finish my homeworks!!!!
Argh!!!!
And then SPM...
Oh no...
SPM...
SOON...