Saturday, 26 July 2008

nO LonGer US

Haven't seen such scenario... 
Angers shown, cries heard, frustrations on all... What the hell is up to you guys? Can't we just unite and make a better ending? What is so wrong about you guys??
Hey, it's just a graduation trip kay? Not a trip to ask you to pay your lives out la dudes..
I was quite used to the situation where I see groups formed in a class, but never seen groups where they'll fight and argue in public ( I don't mean those samseng people here la, I mean fight between friends in class)

I'm still under consideration... Am I supposed to go for the trip??

Mister Chao H*i... Will you get yourself some guts arh? everything also blame on others as if you won't be doing anything wrong like that... Hello?? You are our form teacher lar... So do you think your blaming will solve those problems arh?? I tell you what la, shut you BIG mouth up and you're giving us sufficient help already la... Cut those nagging out la.. I felt like taking my shoes off and stuff it into your mouth one day... 

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We're back with those marathon style exams recently.. I felt kinda pressured, and I don't have the mood to study... Unbelievably, I failed my science test for the first time in my own record... WTF?? I can't believe it and I'm so disappointed after knowing my result.. That's a border line result--23/40... That's when you screw up that particular section... Argh!!! I've been quite moody and I swear to myself that I'll get my marks back to prove to that old lad that her teaching sucks!!! I've been doing self-study throughout the half year already.. Almost topping the class with the highest score every time.. And I'm quite convinced that I can do the rest as well... And there's another heart-breaking news... I bottomed the class for my Chinese Language test... I don't feel sad seriously, but somehow ashamed... Haihz... That's the result of not studying the day before and the attitude of hating this subject all the while... Fine.. 

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Che Chan came to my house for a night yesterday.. She was begging to learn how to play the piano as she only has an organ at home.. She loved Marriage d' Amour so much that she learn it from so many people.. She has got no background in music I can tell you, and she master the piece all by her heart... She has been memorizing those keys and she can play quite well.. SERIOUSLY, they even glued papers and made them as a piano at school... Just imagine, the power of a person's enthusiasm... Felt kinda sorry suddenly.. People want to learn but cannot get to learn, I can learn but never appreciate... Haihz.. 

My initial plan was to ask her teach me subjects I'm weak at for an exchange.. But we ended up talking non-stop throughout the night... Gossiping.. =)

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Why do I have that feeling again?
I haven't faced the mirror for 2 and a half years, I felt so insecure with my steps and moves..
Improvisation?? I sucked the whole lot on that...
The same rule applies to impromptu speeches..
Get out of the comfort zone Maggie, I know you can do it someday...

2 comments:

Sarah said...

wawa =) i also wanna go to your house la~~ =)

MaggieMTMT said...

come la... no one's stopping you dear...
gimme a date...
I'll check my calendar to c I'm free anot...
haha... ^o^