ProCraStiNatiOn.... KiLLs...

I delayed everything. Everything which can be done in a few seconds, minutes, hours... WHY??

Because I lost my mood studying, I couldn't find the reason of studying even though those bl**dy trials and examination seem to be burying me... 

I delayed updating my blog;

I delayed finishing my home works;

I delayed studying;

I delayed touching my piano;

I even delayed drinking water and going to the toilet...

The only thing I'm not delaying and rejecting? Outings.

I enjoyed outings with those people, I felt relaxed, stress-free and FUN... =)

God, what the hell am I up to? 

Striving for the worst results in history? NO.

Challenging myself for getting the worst results ever? NO.

Distracted? YES, apparently.

Disappointed? YES, but why?

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happenings, lately...

I've got a cut.. At Ying Ying's place... After swimming.. I didn't know I got the cut till I found my whole toe covered in blood the moment I was about to depart home.. I even left some blood stains at her new furnished home.. Sorry... =P 

Yea, it was her birth on the 2nd of Aug (Sat) Her family threw her a birthday bash--poolside party at her new home... I was kinda jealous.. Haven't been celebrating my birth for like-AGES.. But anyway, I find it kinda troublesome to hold a party,  you'll need to spend, invite, clear trash, pack etc... On the bright side, you'll have loads of presents and you'll be having loads of fun I tell you.. Everyone has the chance bathing in the pool even though we knew that they didn't bring extra clothing, like, who cares anyway?? You won't die getting wet right?? Lucky me, I have been planning to stay overnight at her place, so I'm safe to get down the pool... Yahaha.. ^o^

I was attempted twice to get down to the pool, and I hurt my back on the 2nd attempt.. Not very serious la compare to those "Alluba in water" for boys... =) 

During the night, when almost everyone left home, we went out for a light supper.. My initial plan was to go out for movies with the other gang but I didn't know when they left, so I remain in Ying Ying's bedroom.. So midnight calls and Eng have done fetching the others, he came back and ask the rest of us to go out for tea... (FYI, he was still wearing his school uniform) The group of us includes me, Elaine, ahKok, Eng, ahChing, KenZZZ, and Janice... Oh so, we did the usual youngsters stuff... Gossiping..... =) It's kinda fun doing that actually, but we kept those gossips between us. I won't bitch around  about a person I dislike to the whole world okay?? We chatted throughout the night till 1 am or so and decided to leave the place as Elaine have to go home and ahKok's very exhausted.. 

After sending their bye byes, I accompany Ying Ying with her "present opening ceremony" a while and the other gang showed up.. I went to bed after that, and to be honest, I was crammed into a lil' prawn the whole night as I'm sharing the same bed with Ying Ying's younger bro and sis... I'm sleeping only 1/4 of the bed and her bro is so scary that his hands wouldn't stop moving around.. He once landed his arms in front of my chest and he even found the chance putting his arms behind my neck when I got up to adjust the blanket... Seriously... =.=

In conclusion, I had my fun day..

OMG!!!! My bro got a new cam last week!!!!! OMG... I'M SO DARN JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!

The camera's box..

Our free gift when we bought the new cam.. Take note to the background, I'm sure you'll know where were we..

Random shake.

Close touch.

Cool.

Can't believe my elder bro can be a lil' clean at last... He bought a vacuum to plan to suck dust at the corners of his desk at S'pore..

Our family movie. We tend to save some money buying children tickets sometimes.. Haha.. ^o^ Especially on weekends.. I drove to 1u and drove back during the middle of the night though with the whole family in the car.. =)

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Sighs, my driving suck la seriously... I wanna be better!!!! 

Give me hope and encouragement will you??

I'm doing my best to be better now...

Good luck Janice, for tomorrow's driving test.. =)