ReBeLLiouS huH? Am I??

I was given the chance to drive quite frequently these days ever since I've obtained my driver's license. So to me, driving seems great ONLY IF my family at the back stop their yelling and screaming to correct my mistake WHILE I'm driving. Well sometimes, you know they could be a little TOO LOUD in a way which made me a little nervous and I went blank in mind when I'm driving. Yea, I admit,
I am a total NOOB judging any angles;
I am very blur that I didn't know that there were cars coming from the side;
I have poor observation;
I am so forgetful that I forgot to press the hand break down before driving;
I am the STUPIDEST person to race with the car beside so as to go ahead of him instead of slowing down to go to the next lane;
I am the jerk who stopped the car in the middle of the highway as to let cars from the side to go first instead of me going first (well, this is really a jerk man) ;
I flunked badly during parkings-- reversing and going back to the same place over and over again, don't really know how to judge and plan the steering to go left or right (FYI, I'm only good at side parkings cuz that's only what my instructor taught me-- I seem to be passive here, I know, but I didn't want myself to be like that right??) Whatever I've judged didn't seemed to be what I've expected it to be, I was extremely frustrated but so what?? I need to find the solution myself right?? And yea, you got it, I WAS SCOLDED LIKE MAD.... Being as stupid as a fool and that no one ever seen such a stupid person like me on earth.. Me being so frustrated some more add pressure on me, I remembered having the urge to get down the car and let them continue with their scolding and I stay at home...

Well, I was complained behaving rebellious recently. Seriously, it's true that people say that they dunno what they've done wrong. My situation was quite similar in these cases...

1. Sometimes, I really did the right thing during driving (in my opinion) and my parents would somehow like "Stop arguing larh, we are more experienced and you should just listen to us.." The way they say I argued, I actually don't mean to do that.. I WAS JUST EXPLAINING MY THOUGHTS OKAY?? I WASN'T ARGUING!!! And to be more precise, I'm not blaming or putting the fault on my parents, it's just that, I'm really confused when they said that I'm arguing. Explaining thoughts and arguing are 2 totally different things okay?? Yea well, maybe my attitude and my way of explaining seem to meet their anger senses, I'm here to apologise, I'm sorry.. But I really hope that you guys will know that I-AM-NOT-ARGUING.
2. And then the next case is when me and my parents were engaged into a conversation. Suddenly they'll just pop out a sentence, " Wah you see, what happened to her recently arh? Why keep on arguing wan arh? Her behaviour changed already wor... Very ill mannered and rude some more.. What's going on arh?" Seriously, I am using the way I talk to my friends at school to talk to them, with a smile on my face some more, (but maybe with stronger volume larh) and I really don't get what they meant. And when I'm doing my best explaining myself after they've asked their question, they said that I'm arguing again... Just like today when I'm doing my homework, Dad: What are you doing? Me: I find it funny as he should know that I'm doing HOMEWORK right cuz he saw me writing. So I say "Homework larh." Dad: (after browsing through my book) "History izit? Then tell larh. What homework homework, got so many kinds of homework you know? " Me: "You also didn't ask CLEARLY, how do you expect me to answer you with your answer wor?" Dad: "Nah you see, you see... "(and he repeated the sentence above) Okay, just assume that I'm wrong, and once again, I apologise... I'm Sorry...

The moral of my stories?
Shut your mouth when you're getting scolded...
This will do the math.