I am upset.

I practically hate the way people judge and assume what I haven't thought of in mind.
Lately, this kinda thing is happening to me.
Nope, not among my friends, but between me and my mom.

I am sick of listening to her assumptions on me that I fought back, defending my thoughts.
But I was misunderstood as being rebellious as I raised up my volume.
Not only that, I was told that I am a pampered child.
Who won't raised their volume when they were annoyed and angry?
I'm not any Saint from the church nor any monks in the temple.
I couldn't keep myself calm when I am angry.

And I kinda feel that it's a lil' tough to communicate with her these days...
Is it because of my grandma's issue?
Or is she too stressed out?

The scenario last week has caused some unhappy scene.
You should know that youngsters have their own way of doing their things.
I felt a lil' humiliated when you spoke those negative assumptions on me.
I can tolerate when you spoke them in front of the family, but not in front of my friends.
I got fed up because of this.
You said that I put the shame on you, but I in turn felt being ashamed.
And I can't believe the situation is getting worse.

Next, I LOVE EATING YOUR BREADS!!!!!!
Why must you always say that I don't eat them?
Do you know that I felt proud whenever I brought them to school to share them with my friends?
Do you know that my friends were so jealous about me?
Do you know that my friends actually admired my mom?

"She's so talented."
"She's the best mom I've ever heard."

Having the skills of a good cook, a very experienced beautician, and obviously a caring mother that you can never find elsewhere in the universe.
My friends too were envying the skin texture I have.
I have been bragging around having a mom like you.
But why? Why must you say those things that hurt me in return???
I am very sad to hear that you won't bake breads anymore.
It's not me who do not want to eat them.
I was unaware of where you placed them.
I have a habit of taking a look at the shelf to confirm whether you made any breads in the morning.
I'm really confused with your statement now.

I felt upset. Really upset.
This issue had been distracting me these days.
I hardly concentrated in class.


If I've ever offended you in any way, I'm here to say

I'm terribly sorry.

I really never wished to have all these happening on us.

P.S Is this happening because my mom's to stressed out about my grandma?