BroKEn HeArT <3 on VaLentinE's...

I had a crush... And its been 3 years...

Graduated few years ago...

I tot he had feelings to me too...

But, recently, I get to noe he had a crush...

Sadly, it wasn't me... =(

I noe I've said that I was so not into this love thing but who doesn't have a crush in their entire life?

There's a difference of being together and admiring a person... Kay?

Haihz... The gift on Valentine's--- A Broken Heart... =(

P.S Anyway, as time goes on, my feelings to him started to fade... I won't commit suicide puh-lease... Life is for me to live on.. *Cheers* =)

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Great... School's gonna reopen..

What have I done now? Only left out 2 more HWs I guess... Hihi...
Oh holly Shit... Exams r approaching... I haven't even start studying...
Plus there's a Bl**dy Marching Competition on the 22nd (nxt Fri)...
So damn dissapointed wif those mates... And kinda diassapointed wif myself....
Powerless, weak, soft..... Tou-fu Gurl....
Damn, guys u can imagine what will happen during d marching day...

P.S Sorry to my most important person, I didn't mean to hurt you... I was just releasing my anger... =(

My aim for next week:

• to get those mates on track even if I noe that they'll get the hell mad of me
• to get my power back
• to show my temper at them
• to regain self confidence ( my self confidence started to reduce ever since some of my mates taught me how to do this and that... "Maggie... Where's the original self of you?", "Maggie, u shud have do it like this, not like that...", "Maggie, don't you think its better to do it in this way?" Those who really did these to me, I wanna thank u greatly... )
• to catch up studies eventhough I know I'll be staying back for the damn whole week (good gracious me... What in the world of Merlin is this? My parents are about to swallow me up when they hear this staying back attempt...)

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Sick of my so-called long hair now... I'm so desperate to cut them...

Why does it curl on the left side only?

What hairstyle should I go for?

I haven't been changing my style like for ages already...

Help... Those styles I want the Bl**dy school don't allow...

ArghHHhhhhhhHHHhhhhHHHh....

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Slept at 4am this morning.. Know y?

Had been chatting with Nick for the whole night...

Din noe I'll actually do that... =)

Anyway, it's nice talkin to him...

And I din noe his life is so full of miseries...

To Nick:

Human's life are to be appreciated...

May you cherish ur chance of living...

The birth of yours had meant that you have the strongest struggling power to live on...

The moment you went into ur mum's vagina, u're a winner...

Know y?

Because you won the match...

Your brothers and sisters that deserve a life too are left behind...

You are the only survivor...

You are born as a WINNER...

And...

People who condemn, who shows jealousy, who betray, who critics, who ignore, who give you evil glances are not frens...

People who loves, who cares, who tell you the truth, who give you laughters, who brighten your days, who prays for you are what you called TRUE FRENDS...

Gosh, its like kinda expressive saying those words... But its true and u have to believe me... To readers, this is the point of view you should be having too...

Think of dying? Think of how you struggled to live before...

No friends? Think again... =)